I've been thinking a lot about my life, things that have happened, things I want to do, things I can't do, and things that will happen. I've come to the conclusion that it doesn't seem to matter much what I actually do. The outcome will be roughly the same regardless. Money in. Money out.
However; as it stands, the world is going to get vastly more expensive in the coming years. My skills are basic. My views are basic. I'm never going to be a huge amazing entertainer. I'm never going to become an amazing writer. Never a lauded painter, or content creator, or anything remarkable. I know this.
Sometimes surviving is enough. The world is too cold and too hard to live in full time, and so if I have to live in my fantasy bubble for short periods of time where the real world doesn't exist, I'm going to do that. Usually my fantasy world has a little bit of audience space. Places for my friends to come sit and feel a little less crummy for a short period of time.
That's enough for me.
